There are a few things I want to make sure are said, I want to be clear and have zero equivocation, also I held back from writing this because of its emotionally charged nature, and of some very non-pc things that are going to be said. I was scared people might not like me, or that some other bad thing would occur, but I am tired of it hanging on my mind, and I going to talk freely. As always, look it up yourself. Don’t take my word for it, truth does not need to hide in locution or bar its followers from looking elsewhere. LOOK IT UP YOURSELF.
I got a notice that it was my 2 year anniversary on word press, my blog was shorter lived, as I got the name and commented for about 6 months before launching, but regardless, the 2 years ago EK was a bold work in progress cutting through the illusions of my 20s. Take the EK of 3 years ago and I wonder how much of the things I am about to say I would be like ‘who the hell is this?’
I have a ‘friend’ (Truthfully I have lost a lot of my old friends, they are stuck in the same juvenile mindset that most never escape from their whole life) who recently claimed that he would be a catholic regardless of what country he was born in. A pretty stupendously naive statement, that the ‘truth’ you were born into is the actual truth. Its like saying the local football team is the team you would have come to support regardless of where you are born, it defies even the most basic of self-examination. Most people never question this ‘born truth’, and it serves them fine. There is a reason nearly EVERY manosphere guy had a ‘red pill moment’ and that’s because our society is so incredibly indoctrinated, quite the opposite of the ‘freedom’ we believe we live under, that it takes something to shake us to our core. To a lot of guys it may be divorce, or nice guy attitudes being unsuccessful, to me it was that girls will manipulate and use you under the guise of love.
Did you know every major empire (over twenty of them, like the Macedonians, Romans, UK, etc) has gone through nearly the exact same pattern, the US isn’t nearly as unique as we would like to believe, it was the brave frontier/people conquering, the rise to power, the eminence, then the decline which education/social programs/women’s rights/ etc become to the forefront as money became more important than honor. Yes, ‘feminism’ has happened before, Rome, Arab, etc, all at the end of their empire thought they were at their most advanced, as the decadence flourishes as the empire dies. http://www.rexresearch.com/glubb/glubb-empire.pdf This is a great read about what I just said.
I raged against feminism, it was an easy target for my clearing eyes: it empowered these women who fucked so many of my comrades and myself. Now let me be clear, I have a sister and my mom of which I am both fairly close with, so growing up I was a ‘female supporter’ as my sister was smarted than more guys, as tough etc. ‘Why would men criticize women?’ The major difference was that I think even in my young mind I subscribed to a merit-based model, where you were judged on your deeds, not your sex ie. you either can pass the physical test or you can’t, there is no changing it and you get no accolades passing it as a women.
I maintained a lot of my ‘liberal’ ideologies (and I still maintain a few, like I am a pro-government supporter in that I think there should be a strong national government if we are not going to go with a Confederacy as espoused by Paine) but chinks in the armor developed. So many talked about HBD human-bio-diversity, about how race was real. When my mind was allowed to actually objectively look at the facts it was quite clear. Again from my anecdotal evidence it seemed pretty obvious that blacks in general could run faster but I never met one who I was even convinced possessed beyond an average intellect, but I wasn’t ‘supposed’ to say or think that. Just like I wasn’t supposed to think women had the power, but it was obvious to me they did once I got beyond the illusions.
I think this was a reason I lost a lot of friends, they were plugged into the same stupid shit of ‘Democrat vs Republican’ and arguing if companies should pay for birth control, or if the US should help in Ukraine. How the hell could they understand when I was telling them of the illusion they lived in, the slave existence we are conditioned to accept, or even to tell them simply realities that the laws are pro-women when I get accused of ‘hating women’ or being ‘unsuccessful’ with women! It was pure lunacy mind you, because I had never been more successful with them then when I accepted the harsh truth over the pretty lies. The evidence was stacking up so fast, both in theory and in practice. I saw my friends routinely taken advantage of by women, I’d call exactly what happens to them a few months before it happens, get called ‘angry at women’ and then when my friend get dumped or left or whatever they are confused why it happened. They don’t learn. I have had increasingly little patience with that. I have had a trend I stick with that I always am the last one to respond to a person (not in the gotta-have-the-last-word way but that I will reach out if I haven’t heard in a while) but it takes two to tango and some numbers that remain silent actually are preferred than pretending we have some similarities when our beliefs have completely diverged.
Feminism was the crack a lot of other sacred truths came crashing down. I can legitimately say I was not ‘racist’ at all growing up, the belief seemed bigoted and wrong. It was cultural I completely understand now. When I looked at the facts how could I not come to the obvious conclusion of the near R vs K selection that was occurring in our species? I hold what might be called ‘racist’ beliefs, I think southern hemisphere people are inferior intellectually, and there is a reason there is not a single black ’empire’ of note in history. But I don’t hate blacks, etc, they are just pawns in a large game we are all part of.
A big thing was the realization of this vast complex of victimization, where everyone except white males was apparently so fucked up by a history of white dominance that everyone now needed bonuses. Victims were EVERYWHERE, you had women, blacks, jews, homos, all of them saying how evil the white man was, and then these endless liberal white men agreeing how bad they were, and they will take their pegging at your disenfranchised leisure.
Either you are equal, so you don’t need an advantage, or you are inferior and you need an advantage to make it competitive, despite what feminists and NAACP says, evidence shows you need the advantage. http://www.aei-ideas.org/2013/04/medical-school-acceptance-rates-for-2010-2012-reflect-racial-preferences-for-blacks-and-hispanics/ This is a perfect example where medical school scores are nearly meaningless and simply being black is enough to get in.
I long knew there were forces in control beyond just the president, I was a huge alex jones fan for a while, convinced that 2012 it was on, that the ‘nazis’ were taking over. But my better judgment prevailed and thoughts of ‘why hasn’t this happened yet…he sure is a fear monger’ helped me move past. I came to see that what we actually faced was a monolithic force that the media intentionally hides from us: jewish elite control, now before your mind ‘slides’ off the topic (a CIA term about how we are programmed to automatically discard arguments we dont agree with) did you know that Feminism was nearly entirely jewish? (http://www.truthinourtime.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/1399051555535.jpg) Yes, that is right. Jews took down the Romanov family and started perhaps the bloodiest murder of people starting with the Bolshevik revolution, the supposed ‘holocaust’ with even the upper end of 6 million PALES in comparison to the millions upon millions killed by jewish communists just within their own country, not including all the other blood on their hands.
These things were painful for me to swallow at first, ‘but the jews…but the women!’ my child mind said, these were the victims! But fact after fact slowly ground down the old illusions. Here is something to chew on, obviously a site like this has a potential axe to grind, but consider the facts for what they are: http://www.dailystormer.com/comprehensive-lists-of-the-jews-who-dominate-us/ that in nearly every power center the <2% race occupies a 900%-3000%+ OVER-representation of the owners and CEOs of these. Guess its that good work ethic…wait why arent the chinese on that list then?
Why for example was germany so ‘evil in ww2 when it was the Treaty of Versailles that economically strangled the Weimar Republic? Did they do anything any brave people would not have when so obviously playing a game rigged against them? Now before any starts crying about ‘evil nazis’ or poor jews or whatever, LOOK AT THE FACTS YOURSELF, both my grand fathers fought in the war on the USA side, I get it. We can’t believe we in fact might have been duped or we might have been the ‘bad guys’. Henry Ford wanted to support germany. General Patton expressed dismay about beating the germans but the true enemy of the communist jews: ‘we have had a victory over the Germans and disarmed them, but we have failed in the liberation of Europe; we have lost the war!’ (http://www.rense.com/general85/pats.htm <good site covering this American hero and his ‘wrong’ beliefs)
My learning extended to relativism, the idea that ‘anything goes’ and no one is right. This is the perfect anarchy belief, because then there is no unified force that can challenge the established power structures. Why do you think libertarianism is pushed so hard right now as ‘intellectual’? Its all to trap people that would otherwise actually challenge the system. I found that relativism was in fact a direct plan of the Frankfurt school booted out of german and their goal was ‘cultural marxism’. (Two good reads on this: http://www.wvwnews.net/story.php?id=8183 and http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/news/823368/posts ) I had heard this term before but that it was just some meaningless slander like ‘commi’, but no, it is very real, the idea to have all this infighting and ‘anything goes’ attitude to bring decadence, nihilism and eventually chaos to the host country the parasite had found itself in. Sounds like an apt description of America.
I did a lot of research on the Founding Fathers, finding out they were not unified in their plans at all. You had people like Madison and Hamilton that seemed like nothing more than a precursor to the corporate stooge, you had people like Paine who despite being essentially the founder of ‘libertarianism’ is disavowed by many libertarians for too controversial beliefs. Paine espoused a Confederacy of a mutual defense pact and strong state rights. Our early history is not clean or pure, but there was a lot to learn there, like for example the tired attempts of establishing central banks to saddle us with debt. Jefferson: ‘If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and the corporations which grow up around them will deprive the people of all property until their children wake up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered’ Later we have great heroes like Jackson who claimed his greatest accomplishment was ‘I killed the bank’ in regard to a central bank.
We follow this pattern into World War 1, where America wanted to stay isolationist, or sided with the Germans, and Wilson establishes the Fed reserve to finance the war, and the sinking of the Listunia happens in may 1915, they try to drum the war, but only once the fed is fully operational do the resurrect the sinking as ‘reason’ to go to war…over two years later. The media kicks into overdrive and suddenly the sinking is an evil that must be punished.
Anyway, I wrote a lot here, most of it likely challenging, hope you read this far instead of ‘racist idiot’ and clicked back. I was the naive, love-everyone liberal who had one fatal flaw of questioning what I was told. Of looking when stuff just didn’t make sense. First it started with feminism but spiraled into so much other stuff, yet was so connected in the end. The suppression of white males, the endless debt we are saddled with, the endless re-write of history, and anyone who speaks about the evil the government does, jews, women etc do it some ignorant racist.
There are some tough questions here, but if you are on the search for truth…no matter the cost – there are some walls you are going have to break down in your mind. If you want to call me racist, ignorant, angry and unsuccessful with women, go right ahead, its so much easier for your mind. But if you care at all, read some things that challenge ‘truth’ because what is so great about it, is truth doesn’t change if you look at something wrong. I wasn’t born with these ideas, I didn’t even start with them, but they are what I have found when I pursued some non-approved learning, challenge yourself a bit, and maybe I will see you on the other side where we have abandoned our illusions and only truth and reality remain.