What its like to see things from both sides

To be direct, this is NOT one of those liberal messages about ‘we all just have a different point of view and its okay’ but rather I once say things from a hyper liberal view and truly understand how they think.

In a quick irony liberals of course espouse togetherness/inclusion – but its only when you agree with them otherwise they are extremely intolerant.  Back in my college days I was at a liberal rally and got a shirt that said ‘dont tolerate intolerance’ even back then I laughed at the irony but of course it fits pretty well.

That being said, I grew up extremely liberal, this was not because I was some dumb stoner.  I was very highly educated, stayed away from drugs, led clubs and so on.  I legitimately remember thinking that the older teachers who bashed communism ‘just didn’t get it’.  Or that they were paranoid and delusional.

Keep in mind I grew up in the 90s, so liberalism still retained some of its old trappings and feminism/gays/identity politics had not come onto the scene at all yet.

The key part to understanding the way they see the world was this self-rightousness.  They KNOW they are right and you are literally either with them or wrong.  Conservatives of course have some degree of this but I think deep down this is doubt or knowing they might be deluding themselves with religion but it is not nearly the same brainwashing. An affect of this is how quickly they will swing from one belief to another. Late 2000s I remember the popularity richard darkins – some atheist – was in the upper liberal circles and these days is non existent.

The easiest way to sum up both their humor and way of viewing the world was snark.  John stewart was kind of like a god and figure head.  The way humor would work would be something like this he’d say “so who thought (something obviously bad) was a good idea?” (shows dumb pic of pres bush and cues laugh track, he smiles dumbily). “Well I guess that’s all there is to say about that.”  It is so ‘evidently’ clear the right side is dumb merely showing them in mocking ways was enough – and of course avoiding debating them on facts.

To be clear I do not identify with conventional conservatives at all, both parties serve zion interests and this kavanaugh hearing was a perfect distraction of men vs women identity politics and avoid his record as a major deep state accomplice.

I remember during 2016 there was a funny picture going around where various hyper libs were telling their follows to NOT engage in debates with alt right types because ‘their arguments can sound very convincing’, which is funny that they fail to see their own irony.

One thing I appreciate on the alt right is the brutal honesty and discourse. Any idea stands and falls purely on its own merit, not whether it feels good or ‘is right’ or anything like that.

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After (((9-11))) everything changed

This is not a a ode to how terrible and bad and those evil terrorists that attacked innocent USA on 9-11, rather it is a discussion about how much better life was in the 90s.

This pic captures the general feel in some ways of the culture.

Only those 30 or older would really understand, and for those that are, it is night and day.  For younger readers let me paint a quick sketch.

The 80s were wild and high energy, a kind of anything goes (but not in the degenerate way we see today) the action movies were manly, the music was real and no electronics to distract from real life.

Enter the 90s, they were mostly legit.  This is a perfect 90s song that capture the feel and energy of the period:

They were riding off the energy of the 80s, with a new optimism that we were going SOMEWHERE.  There was a hopefulness that is utterly, UTTERLY gone from modern eras.  People were still high trust (kids could run around outside, and by the way actually still played outside) all the bullshit about SJW, gays, minorities etc was not in full swing.

Cell phones and video games and the internet barely existed in the modern capacity.  I consider myself a gamer growing up, but its nothing like kids these days.  We could have a game party once a month where’d we would play a few hours then GO OUTSIDE and do something else.  None of the grind 8+hrs a day every day we see today.  At airports you could walk all the way to the final lobby and watch the plane fly away with your family.

Then 9-11 happened, which by the way I am nearly convinced it was either an outright inside job, maybe mossad or something, but at the very least knew what was going to happen and let it happen.

I was in my late teens, I remember watching it all go down on tv while in gym class at high school. Life changed forever then (and not just 9-11 but this was huge).  Trust evaporated, no one really was open any more and it became this weird secret thing towards other people.

Around now also the internet was becoming more popular (AIM, myspace etc) and more and more interaction was now ‘online’ but compared to today it was nowhere close, you still mostly hung out in real life.

Around 2006-2010 is when first smart phones started appearing along with facebook and this is where things really finally started dying.  More and more interaction was virtual, and the addiction wasnt where it was today, but facebook was widely popular and I remember being one of two people in college I knew who didn’t have it.

Fast forward and we have today, where I worked at a high school recently for a while and literally every kid is addicted to their smart phone, head stooped over while they tap away for their dopamine hit.

I feel bad for them, they have no role model and all they knew is the pseudo reality.  The future doesnt look good, and they will never know how fun the 90s were, back when things were ‘still good’.

 

Porn – The hidden addiction of society

I’ve talked before about porn before, and occasionally come down hard on nofap but later said there was some legitimacy to it.

Porn I truly believe is an absolutely crushing addiction that affects likely over 90% of men and unknown amount of women.  I was passing through a city where I started seeing signs about ‘65% of christian men struggle with porn’.  There is undoubtedly low because they would have to either A: answer yes, or B: use it and decide they ‘struggle’ with it.

Regardless (((big money))) is interested in promoting the following:

Porn is normal/healthy

toys/degenerate sex is ok

More masturbation = good

Its ‘modern’ to explore new tastes

 

The problem with all of this is there is a lot of evidence that the more porn someone watches, the more they start to accept behaviors they once thought degenerate, namely gay sex is the biggest one.

It is actually not that big of a surprise, as porn tastes intensify, it starts with vanilla then within months can be gangbangs, anal, multiple insertions, cuckold, race mix (always white girl/black guy) then you turn into the typical numale redditor who wants his GF railed while you watch.

The whole nofap movement has its heart in the right place, but the ‘spree’ system encourages binges and not progress.  You make it 30 days, now time to do it for 3x a day before you get so angry you do another 30.  It encourages the addiction cycle.  Further I think the REAL damage is porn, and quite frankly I’d rather see a guy jack off 1/week and never look at porn than do ’90 days no fap’ only to relapse into porn.

The real best way is to simply reduce your usage of porn.  Go for something like 5x a month and go down from there.

Latest ‘hate speech’ thats illegal in South Caroline: Israel

At this point it is hard to deny how much power (((gods chosen))) wield among us goyim, in some sections of europe you can be jailed for certain remarks and it looks like we are heading that way.  In south carolina there is now a law that any criticism of israel is now a jailable offense.

http://www.cgsmonitor.com/2018/05/17/south-carolina-passes-law-defining-criticism-of-israel-as-anti-semitic-just-as-they-kill-60-civilians-global-research/

https://thesentinel.net/news/south-carolina-legislature-defines-criticism-of-israel-as-hate-speech/

https://www.mintpressnews.com/south-carolinas-new-hate-speech-law/241331/

So much for free speech.  I would be curious how anyone could try to justify that this is ok that CRITICIZING A FOREIGN GOVERNMENT is somehow a bad thing?

New Murdoch episode – Pretty good

I really like Murdoch Murdoch, its funny and between the lines is a very harsh criticism of zion control as well as railing against nihilism.  This new video is long at 30 min, but it is very entertaining with the whole ‘hero quest’ motif.  I was inspired at one point of the movie.

 

Back up

Regarding porn and nofap

Porn will fuck you up, and I am going to talk a little about it, the nofap movement, feminism, mgtow etc.  I have come across pretty hard on nofap in the past  and to be clear, the majority of my argument stemmed from that the ‘nofap movement’ was almost entirely based on a shaming movement and the only way to ‘be a man’ was to fuck girls.  Given that nofap was mostly a reddit movement, it was really weird the pua influences (that of ‘fucking girls’ = being a man) the were behind the scenes.

The mgtow movement was likewise destroyed by the incessant influence of focusing on girls (ironic).  Missing from both was the personal improvement aspect.  Mgotw sought to run from girls (bitching the whole time) and nofap sought to run to girls.

That being said, let’s get to porn and masturbation itself.  First, realize that there IS a porn conspiracy – meaning one company, owned very likely by a jew, that owns nearly all internet porn.  Giving away a very addictive thing FOR FREE.  Whats funny about that link, is I must have tripped some flag as various crypto YKWs come out of the woodwork to protest about porn not being bad, I give no proof and so on.

I admit I have had a problem with porn in the past, and the longer I am away from it the more damaging it is in retrospect.  It is insanely addictive, and despite my personal strong will I still find myself dragged back once in a while.  People who think it is innocuous, innocent etc are outright delusional.  The problems of porn are many, and its insane to think that seeing hot naked bodies every night is not messing up your ability to deal with reality.  I know a lot of ‘alpha’ish type guys who see no problem with endless porn, or the big fad these days is ‘girls doing porn’, chaterbate, or various cam sites.  How are you going to have a family or find a cute girl that even remotely compares when EVERY girl online has huge tits, a perfect ass that takes anything you put in it, can deepthroat everything and so on?  You cant.  Therefore, you won’t procreate.   (((Perfect.)))

Porn (and masturbation) blow out your dopamine receptors such that regular life truly starts to ‘lack that edge’ meaning it is boring, routine, and sucks.  It is easy to get stuck in an endless personal decline that mirrors society in that ‘real life’ sucks so you medicate yourself with porn, drugs and escapism. In your personal life you should strive to be completely porn free, and for most guys that means nearly or completely masturbation free.

Some guys will say ‘how the hell can you go without porn or masturbation?’  Well, here is a personal anecdote: I never had masturbated or seen porn until my early 20s (religious shame mostly) and while that may be hard to believe, try to give me the benefit of the doubt as I admit later I became addicted to it.  The first time I ever sat down to watch a porn, I did it mostly as a curiosity, it was driven by some post I read about how big of things girls can stick in themselves, it was a little deprave admittedly, but it mostly driven by curiosity to ‘see what it was like’. It was so intense I orgasmed without even needing to touch myself, that perhaps should have been a warning of its potency.

It set me off on a dark path on mgtow-ism, pua random girl fucking, and in general a nihilism that didn’t exist in my late teens, early 20s.  I am not blaming porn for all of this, but it is certainly a contributor.  I noticed my own cardio was worse the more I watched it and so on.  Keep in mind, I watched at most like 1/night but was typically like 3-4 times a week at my worst, so certainly on the lower end but I still felt like it was subtly fucking me up as much as I wanted to rationalize it away.

There is a CIA concept called ‘sliding’ or ‘sleding’ which essentially is that if people start getting close to some dark truth, certain words will trigger responses in that person, or people around you to ‘slide’ off that conversation path.  Some of the most obvious are if you mention jews, anything with racist overtones and so on. Here is a humorous example of this: https://youtu.be/ejvjQ7LWW4w?t=4m34s

then skip forward to 6:12ish.

Regardless, porn also intensifies and outright creates fetishes, I think this is why gays, anal sex and so on are becoming so much more the norm.  We start with something vanilla, then we want more, more intensity, more curiosity, then suddenly we are watching people get tied up, or killed, or multiple gangbangs etc.  Keep in mind anal sex was viewed as a taboo (after all its dangerous and not procreative) yet very few guys or even girls would think its ‘weird’ to do, rather you see all this ‘ass eating’/fart smelling degeneracy everywhere.

Anyway, this has been pretty long, but if you are like most guys, try to reduce your masturbation and porn as much as you can.  Dont say you will ‘never do it again’ as you will fail and relapse, try for realistic goals like 1/week or a couple times a month, that way you see actually progress.  Again, from personal experience even though I occasionally still fail my distance from it makes it easier to stay away, and each relapse feels like such shit it doubles my efforts to go longer without it.

Do this FOR YOURSELF.  Not so you get a gf, not so you get laid or whatever.  Do it so your dopamine receptors can heal and you can enjoy life again instead of being medicated against your will.

When everyone is on drugs, are the drug-free going to be disadvantaged?

An interesting thought I have been thinking about with how much drug use (medical, nor recreational) is being hoisted upon the populace is this: at some point in the near future will the hyper-medicated essentially be at an advantage over the drug-free?

To be clear, I am NOT talking about conventional ‘recreational’ drugs like mushrooms, pot etc that at least overtly appear to do nothing but have deleterious effects on the person.  I am referring more to people not being able to feel pain, tranqulizing their depression away, or even more directly things like ritalin and other ADD meds that give near super-human focus to the user.

It pissed me off in college where kids on the ADD meds could sit there and study intently for hours on end.  There was a good drug trade at the time, I think a single pill went for 5-10$, probably even more now, but people would swear by them ‘studying was just so interesting man’.

Regardless, what happens to those people who dont feel pain, have hyper-focus, etc compared to the ‘normie/drug free’ of us?

Related is an anime called sword of the stranger where the main guy (and the main bad guy) are the only ones who dont take a drug that prevents the feeling of pain, pretty redpilled overall.