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Porn – The hidden addiction of society

I’ve talked before about porn before, and occasionally come down hard on nofap but later said there was some legitimacy to it.

Porn I truly believe is an absolutely crushing addiction that affects likely over 90% of men and unknown amount of women.  I was passing through a city where I started seeing signs about ‘65% of christian men struggle with porn’.  There is undoubtedly low because they would have to either A: answer yes, or B: use it and decide they ‘struggle’ with it.

Regardless (((big money))) is interested in promoting the following:

Porn is normal/healthy

toys/degenerate sex is ok

More masturbation = good

Its ‘modern’ to explore new tastes

 

The problem with all of this is there is a lot of evidence that the more porn someone watches, the more they start to accept behaviors they once thought degenerate, namely gay sex is the biggest one.

It is actually not that big of a surprise, as porn tastes intensify, it starts with vanilla then within months can be gangbangs, anal, multiple insertions, cuckold, race mix (always white girl/black guy) then you turn into the typical numale redditor who wants his GF railed while you watch.

The whole nofap movement has its heart in the right place, but the ‘spree’ system encourages binges and not progress.  You make it 30 days, now time to do it for 3x a day before you get so angry you do another 30.  It encourages the addiction cycle.  Further I think the REAL damage is porn, and quite frankly I’d rather see a guy jack off 1/week and never look at porn than do ’90 days no fap’ only to relapse into porn.

The real best way is to simply reduce your usage of porn.  Go for something like 5x a month and go down from there.

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Latest ‘hate speech’ thats illegal in South Caroline: Israel

At this point it is hard to deny how much power (((gods chosen))) wield among us goyim, in some sections of europe you can be jailed for certain remarks and it looks like we are heading that way.  In south carolina there is now a law that any criticism of israel is now a jailable offense.

http://www.cgsmonitor.com/2018/05/17/south-carolina-passes-law-defining-criticism-of-israel-as-anti-semitic-just-as-they-kill-60-civilians-global-research/

https://thesentinel.net/news/south-carolina-legislature-defines-criticism-of-israel-as-hate-speech/

https://www.mintpressnews.com/south-carolinas-new-hate-speech-law/241331/

So much for free speech.  I would be curious how anyone could try to justify that this is ok that CRITICIZING A FOREIGN GOVERNMENT is somehow a bad thing?

New Murdoch episode – Pretty good

I really like Murdoch Murdoch, its funny and between the lines is a very harsh criticism of zion control as well as railing against nihilism.  This new video is long at 30 min, but it is very entertaining with the whole ‘hero quest’ motif.  I was inspired at one point of the movie.

 

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Patrick Little – An anti-ZOG candidate for California

Only recently made aware of this guy, and its going to be a source of some good keks.

Patrick Little is a candidate for the USA senate race in California, running as a republican, and openly against the jews.  As a result he has zero percent chance of truly winning, but it is illustrative for a few reasons.

Many of the (((alt-right leaders))) are mysteriously silent about him.  I have talked before here and here about how the supposed leaders are pretty much everything the alt right stands against.  Such as anglin being a pretty obvivous honeypot or at the very least a race mixer, then people like gavin mcinnes who is a gay, or milo who is a gay jew.  Real alt-righty…

Regardless, Mr Little has some serious cog dissonance he is bringing to the public: he apparently was a Marine, really needs to play that angle.

Wants to finish off slavery reparations -using israel aid money

wants to try terraforming mars

wants to reduce jew politician and judge count to their population levels (aka about 1-2%)

https://littlerevolutiondotus.wordpress.com/2018/01/21/platform/

Again, I dont know much about him, maybe he is a plant himself, but he is leading the republican party, and if he wins goes against (((feinstein))) which could be a pretty legit source of keks.

 

Regarding porn and nofap

Porn will fuck you up, and I am going to talk a little about it, the nofap movement, feminism, mgtow etc.  I have come across pretty hard on nofap in the past  and to be clear, the majority of my argument stemmed from that the ‘nofap movement’ was almost entirely based on a shaming movement and the only way to ‘be a man’ was to fuck girls.  Given that nofap was mostly a reddit movement, it was really weird the pua influences (that of ‘fucking girls’ = being a man) the were behind the scenes.

The mgtow movement was likewise destroyed by the incessant influence of focusing on girls (ironic).  Missing from both was the personal improvement aspect.  Mgotw sought to run from girls (bitching the whole time) and nofap sought to run to girls.

That being said, let’s get to porn and masturbation itself.  First, realize that there IS a porn conspiracy – meaning one company, owned very likely by a jew, that owns nearly all internet porn.  Giving away a very addictive thing FOR FREE.  Whats funny about that link, is I must have tripped some flag as various crypto YKWs come out of the woodwork to protest about porn not being bad, I give no proof and so on.

I admit I have had a problem with porn in the past, and the longer I am away from it the more damaging it is in retrospect.  It is insanely addictive, and despite my personal strong will I still find myself dragged back once in a while.  People who think it is innocuous, innocent etc are outright delusional.  The problems of porn are many, and its insane to think that seeing hot naked bodies every night is not messing up your ability to deal with reality.  I know a lot of ‘alpha’ish type guys who see no problem with endless porn, or the big fad these days is ‘girls doing porn’, chaterbate, or various cam sites.  How are you going to have a family or find a cute girl that even remotely compares when EVERY girl online has huge tits, a perfect ass that takes anything you put in it, can deepthroat everything and so on?  You cant.  Therefore, you won’t procreate.   (((Perfect.)))

Porn (and masturbation) blow out your dopamine receptors such that regular life truly starts to ‘lack that edge’ meaning it is boring, routine, and sucks.  It is easy to get stuck in an endless personal decline that mirrors society in that ‘real life’ sucks so you medicate yourself with porn, drugs and escapism. In your personal life you should strive to be completely porn free, and for most guys that means nearly or completely masturbation free.

Some guys will say ‘how the hell can you go without porn or masturbation?’  Well, here is a personal anecdote: I never had masturbated or seen porn until my early 20s (religious shame mostly) and while that may be hard to believe, try to give me the benefit of the doubt as I admit later I became addicted to it.  The first time I ever sat down to watch a porn, I did it mostly as a curiosity, it was driven by some post I read about how big of things girls can stick in themselves, it was a little deprave admittedly, but it mostly driven by curiosity to ‘see what it was like’. It was so intense I orgasmed without even needing to touch myself, that perhaps should have been a warning of its potency.

It set me off on a dark path on mgtow-ism, pua random girl fucking, and in general a nihilism that didn’t exist in my late teens, early 20s.  I am not blaming porn for all of this, but it is certainly a contributor.  I noticed my own cardio was worse the more I watched it and so on.  Keep in mind, I watched at most like 1/night but was typically like 3-4 times a week at my worst, so certainly on the lower end but I still felt like it was subtly fucking me up as much as I wanted to rationalize it away.

There is a CIA concept called ‘sliding’ or ‘sleding’ which essentially is that if people start getting close to some dark truth, certain words will trigger responses in that person, or people around you to ‘slide’ off that conversation path.  Some of the most obvious are if you mention jews, anything with racist overtones and so on. Here is a humorous example of this: https://youtu.be/ejvjQ7LWW4w?t=4m34s

then skip forward to 6:12ish.

Regardless, porn also intensifies and outright creates fetishes, I think this is why gays, anal sex and so on are becoming so much more the norm.  We start with something vanilla, then we want more, more intensity, more curiosity, then suddenly we are watching people get tied up, or killed, or multiple gangbangs etc.  Keep in mind anal sex was viewed as a taboo (after all its dangerous and not procreative) yet very few guys or even girls would think its ‘weird’ to do, rather you see all this ‘ass eating’/fart smelling degeneracy everywhere.

Anyway, this has been pretty long, but if you are like most guys, try to reduce your masturbation and porn as much as you can.  Dont say you will ‘never do it again’ as you will fail and relapse, try for realistic goals like 1/week or a couple times a month, that way you see actually progress.  Again, from personal experience even though I occasionally still fail my distance from it makes it easier to stay away, and each relapse feels like such shit it doubles my efforts to go longer without it.

Do this FOR YOURSELF.  Not so you get a gf, not so you get laid or whatever.  Do it so your dopamine receptors can heal and you can enjoy life again instead of being medicated against your will.

When everyone is on drugs, are the drug-free going to be disadvantaged?

An interesting thought I have been thinking about with how much drug use (medical, nor recreational) is being hoisted upon the populace is this: at some point in the near future will the hyper-medicated essentially be at an advantage over the drug-free?

To be clear, I am NOT talking about conventional ‘recreational’ drugs like mushrooms, pot etc that at least overtly appear to do nothing but have deleterious effects on the person.  I am referring more to people not being able to feel pain, tranqulizing their depression away, or even more directly things like ritalin and other ADD meds that give near super-human focus to the user.

It pissed me off in college where kids on the ADD meds could sit there and study intently for hours on end.  There was a good drug trade at the time, I think a single pill went for 5-10$, probably even more now, but people would swear by them ‘studying was just so interesting man’.

Regardless, what happens to those people who dont feel pain, have hyper-focus, etc compared to the ‘normie/drug free’ of us?

Related is an anime called sword of the stranger where the main guy (and the main bad guy) are the only ones who dont take a drug that prevents the feeling of pain, pretty redpilled overall.

MGTOW, Sleeping Beauty, and the general slide of society

Society does a remarkably good job at convincing us that ‘things are getting better all the time’ when in fact things are pretty shitty.  I remember a youtube video from some guy named amazng athetist, he reminds me of a reddit faggot, but his point was pretty solid when he was saying about how society act like we are the most enlightened period to have ever existed in history.  Of course it was sarcasm, but it made me question the veneer of just how laughable we actually are.  Walk down any major street and try to earnestly convince yourself we are in some sort of utopia or highlight of human history.

Long time readers may know that I was part of the MGTOW movement near its infancy (damn, what was that, like early 2010s?) and for the most part it was a fairly legit movement that these days is largely co-opted and pretty pathetic.  This post is not to bash MGTOW, so much as a large saying from there went along the lines of ‘if you want prince charming, you better be a princess’.  MGTOW hate women to be blunt, and the reality is 90%+ of women deserve scorn, having rode the wave of cultural marxism contributing little to society’s advancement, but to go NAWALT for a minute, things were not always like that.

I came across an old children’s book, Sleeping Beauty, having not read it in over 20 years.  I was blown away by of course white protagonists, a ‘hot’ main female lead, a brave/strong male and of course the whole ‘rescue the damsel in distress’.   Its ironic because cultural marxism has destroyed nearly every one of these things now – men shouldn’t be strong, women shouldnt be judged for looks, and why the fuck are you saving me misogynist?

It’s really sad, because THIS IS HOW THE SEXES ARE.  Men are designed to want to sacrifice and save the woman, and a woman SHOULD want to be loyal,caring and eventually have kids with a guy.  Instead we get this shithole where men are wrong for even acting on instincts.

Reading the story was like a weird time capsule to another timeline, when things made sense, when little girls envisioned a brave guy fighting for them, not some male-hating propaganda they get in college now.

I’ve seen a very strong change in society just in my life, it is absolutely sad how shitty it has become.  We got a long way to fall, but maybe we got a long way to go back up if we ever decide to re-embrace virtues.