Very few people know what loneliness is, I think a majority of my readers actually might more than most. I don’t mean in a ‘loser’ way but that certainly can suffice. I am referring to a larger extent of physical or intellectual loneliness. If you are not watching the lastest shows, that puts you in the ‘weird’ came pretty fast.
Most modern shows are jokes, slapstick, toilet humor that is literally stupefying, yet 90% of people watch this shit. That or sports.
Reading books puts you in rarefied company as well.
But, I think this generation more than most men must learn to deal with TRUE loneliness. Girls have been destroyed by feminism, they are not interested in having families, and sex has been reduced to a commodity. When girls can rack up 10, 20, 50 partners and its no big deal (on a dating site okc, there is a question ‘if you partner has 14 sexual partners, this sounds? And almost every girl writes ‘normal’) NORMAL. Normal that some bitch has taken 14+ cocks straight into her womb, only staving off pregnancy due to pills.
How can a girl like this EVER be loyal? They can’t. Guys are driven by logic and duty, it is much more normal to assume they can rack up kills (still not a good idea) and realize they need to commit to this family, whereas a girl ‘oh he doesnt make me FEEL GOOD anymore!’
The sad thing is, most girls are not capable of conversation, loyalty, or much of anything beyond sex anymore. It is a vicious circle of using tthem for the only thing they are good for, and it only leaves them worse.
A man who has any drive, any talent is going to be alone for the most part. It is not a joke to say I consider some of my major readers and commenters my ‘friends’ like Ryu, Thor, monolith, TAnon because of an intellectual rarity that is so often absent ‘in real life’.
It sucks to be alone, but even when I have been with girls, its distant, like a drug. They don’t really understand anything. They can’t. When it comes down to it, we are alone in our mind and our heart. That is a reality so many people do not understand. You have to live in the darkness for a while to understand this.