Despite my hard pro-MGTOW preaching, I actually think about this option a lot.
I am torn between in my mind the ideal society we could be, and the fucked up reality we live in.
I am torn when I see nurses helping blind or burned children and I want to protect this society that helps the weak, but then I turn around and see fem-cunt lesbians man hating and systematically ruining everything men built.
I am torn when I think that pulling out of society is a cowardly thing to do and is giving up, but then I view to support the monolithic entity is the height or irrationality.
I am torn by my loves for animals yet wishing for a SHTF/apocalypse so that we can rebuild from this nightmare.
I am torn between my gentle heart that is constantly ravaged by the world, and the reality that I have to be ‘hard’ lest I pay in more pain.
I am torn between that I actually never wanted to hate women, I really wanted to protect them, and the facts that most women deserve their hate and claim they are just fine in this bubble-bound illusion we call society.
I am torn between if you do not fight against something you acquiesce it, and the reality that one person makes little difference.
Lastly, I am torn because I thought I was supposed to get smarter as I got older, and all I have is more questions.