The rise of nationalism

I must admit about 2-3 years ago I was not sure there was any hope for getting out of the liberal sewer we were all getting drug down, too many faggy ‘triggered’, minority loving emotional arguments that ANY dissension against was viewed as racist/’stupid’ etc.  Honestly, they could have kept the status quo going and there would have been no problem, but the recent missteps have backfired so bad the rise of nationalism and backdoor racism have hit a critical point that has given me renewed hope.

Take Europe, the horde of muslims that are raping and bombing their way across the country simply adds fuel to EVERY ultra right wing/nationalist ideology while painting liberalism as a failed thought process.

Trump in our country could be an inside candidate, at this point I doubt it as he has unleashed far too much hate and ‘real talk’ that never should have seen the light of day.  Too many people say ‘yeah, we REALLY should boot out the mexicans/muzz etc’

It is really coming to a head, its great.


Faith based science

If you are on a game show, and you pick 1 of 3 doors, and I take a wrong one away, and I offer you the swap, should you take it?  Read on to find out.

Science was was fairly recently practiced, and even in some circles still is a superior thought process that its strength is allowing itself open for change if compelling evidence comes along – something faith/religion ardently deny.  For that reason anyone with a brain SHOULD in general subscribe to such a thought process of ‘this is how I currently believe it, if I see a good reason I can switch.

However, now science has become sickeningly close to religion in that models are changed to fit the theory, problems are hand-waved away and superiority is assumed.

One example is physics and dark matter/string theory.  Essentially string theory posits matter on a deep level is composed of vibrating strings, a major part of the theory suggests there SHOULD be more mass in the universe than there apparently is…so what does faith based science do instead of thinking the theory is wrong SINCE IT DOESNT MATCH REALITY?

They change reality, in that the answer must be ‘dark matter’ something that we can’t see, but sure at shit it has got to be out there!

This is the kind of thing that gives science a bad name, instead of thinking your theory is shit, and amending reality to fit it, why not amend your fucking theory?

There is a guy at work, liberal but fairly smart in science, however he got caught up on the door question and INSISTED I was wrong on something that is a pretty simple thought puzzle to explain.  I was reminded of the absolutly god-like devotion to science these types have, even in the face of pure wrongness.

In the door puzzle you SHOULD switch because you go from a 1/3 to a 2/3 chance.  Before you flip out, and mistakenly think it is still 50/50 consider 1000 doors.  You pick 1, this is a 1/1000 chance, I take away 998 door that are wrong.  So what are the odds that of the 1000 you HAPPENED to pick the right one, or that this sole remaining door is in fact the right door?  In 999/1000 times it is the right one.

Think this over, because this tripped up a hard science devotee, believing no way ‘his god’ was wrong.

The ‘correctness’ of the Left’s Socialism and the Right’s anti-immigrant

I have stated before on here about how USA politics are broken into such ways that each side has a glimpse of the truth so that their ardent followers say ‘see!?  See!?  How can you deny this!?” while being filled with falsehoods that are taken as gospel.

For this I am going to take two simple beliefs of both sides:


Social style economics: higher tax rates but the benefit is social programs to help those down on luck, invest in infrastructure, healthcare etc.

Pro-multicultural: Let all cultures in, and we will be enriched by their diversity which will make us more well-rounded.


Capitalist economics – Everything you do, you do on your own, do what it takes to get ahead, individualism rampart, profits are yours but so are your problems.

Anti-multi cultural/immigration – Rarely directly stated but that whites are better, and we don’t want your kind here, we esp. don’t want your cultural.


The problem is, these beliefs are partly antithetical to each other.  Take liberalism, socialism is great I truly do approve of it, but the problem is it is a socialism for the minorities at the cost of the producers – whites and asians primarily.  Whites work to fund blacks in inter cities, that is a fact while getting very little benefit.  Thus republican criticism is valid about ‘hating socialism’ because you are NOT benefiting your in-group.

Likewise capitalism has a natural bend towards anti in-group because if you can screw your neighbor to get ahead you will.

Naturally, socialism and nationalism/racism/ingroup mentality IS sustainable.  You are sacrificing for those you are either directly related to, or have distant genetic relationship vs the current mess where your sacrifices go to people that could care less about you and would slit your throat in an instant.


My experience as the ‘other man’ and how bad it actually fucked me up

Any of the loyal followers of mine know that over the last year I got involved with a women that ended up being far more drama than it should have been, essentially what happened was I became invovled with someone that I came to find out was ultimately was married, and stuck around a while as I slowly drove myself insane rationilizing my existence as the ‘other man’.

Essentially the timeline was that over about 9 months I was with/hooked up/talked etc etc with a woman and the relationship intensified pretty fast with the notable fact that she insisted I never call her ‘because of a custody battle with the ex’.  I found out she was married ‘but its loveless/sexless’, I stick around a little, then eventually bail, no contact for about 3 month, see her again, she convinces me to give it a 2nd shot, I do for a bit but go crazy from cognitive dissonance and call it off for good.

I grew so much from this experience it is crazy.  One of the biggest things is I rationilized to myself that I was not doing anything wrong, and on a lot of levels I still believe that, but on some fundamental levels this is untrue.  What made this so hard was for 9 MONTHS I did not know anything was wrong beyond some vague uneasiness like the no calling.  So when I found out the feelings were already there.  If you had talked to me over a year ago, saying I’d be involved with a married woman, or that I’d be controlled by sex I’d say no way, but it happened, and that humbled me.

Sex is dangerous, its addicting, the chemical soup we release is very very potent, esp the bonding chemicals that are shared.  I have a new found respect for how strong sex is, when girls dangle it freely in your face ‘if you only…’, suddenly you are doing really stupid shit just because she lets do do anything sexually to her.

The big thing was how confused I felt.  Here was a woman I liked, but I could not tel anyone, I was forced to be complicit in this illicit activity.  I had to believe everything she told me, her husband really does mistreat her, he really will ruin the kids monetarily etc etc oh by the way EK you feel so good inside me~

I was feeling worse by the day, and the isolation only grew, I could not talk to anyone about it.  Meanwhile to her, it was perfect she had prefect information about her situation, and I plugged in neatly and quietly as the side peice, she got the money (and sex?) from the husband and the adventure from me.

I pulled out the first time because I was getting too depressed living this lie, and thats what it is, you can’t be seen in public, only get secret calls, can’t really turn to the person, its the insanely addicting high and low.  Months later, she was just so sorry, can’t we please make this work, she thought of me every day…’yeah ok, I just won’t have feelings!  It will be free sex!  I dont owe the husband anything!”

But the problem was, feelings are impossible to keep out, and though I owed her husband nothing, the magnitude of the moral crime was grinding on me.  It would devastate me if my wife cheated on me, and I was acting hypocritically if I was essentially condoning this woman’s cheating.  The distant possibility of this blowing up and her kids getting ruined also made me think, simply as a man of good intention how could I act in a way that would knowingly devastate a lot of people if it crashed down?

Further, love and relationships are supposed to make someone feel better, and I felt like shit EVERY TIME.  It was based on lies, I was going over to a friends house, she was going to a work meeting etc etc.  There was no future here, as much as she liked to ‘future fake’ about us being together.

I could go on a while, but it really comes down to if anyone actually needs any advice or cares.  Suffice to say, my short experience in an affair triangle as the ‘other man’ sobered me the fuck out, there is nothing ‘real’ about the love in them (yes I thought it was ‘real’ myself, I see it was only the illicitness of it that mistakes that high) and the addiction is real.  It’s something I’ll never entertain again, thats for sure.


Media bias against Trump interesting

I like Trump I think he is about the only real ‘hope’ if you could call it that of any politician doing anything other than just screwing us, his focus on racial dynamics I think is a net positive, regardless it is funny the endless stops they unload to try to stop him, like claiming somehow Cruz is ahead of him, makes no sense.


Anyway check this pic from my AOL maildebate


Bush launches a ‘BRUTAL’ attack on the brash billionaire.  What’s ironic, is Jeb is an idiot, looks like an idiot, and this claim simply isnt true. Watching the debate Jeb was a non-contender and in any interaction Trump trounced him pretty easily, but facts matter little anymore.

I also like the two democrat figures on the bottom.  Media just doesnt even try to hide it anymore.

Meanwhile in Europe, eastern countries rally to the war

In America you wouldn’t know there is a way going on in Europe that is FLOODED with muslims from Syria an everywhere else in a blatant and undeniable attempt to kill europe.  I found this video from this blog:

Watch the video and notice the atmosphere here, tense, ready, NO BULLSHIT.  Razor wire and police walking and stopping them at the fucking gates.  This feeling is utterly foreign to how soft we are over here, and how blind we are.  We are on the precipice of a huge war, and seeing people take a stand like this is empowering.